As much as I try to detach, she roped me into yet another conversation. She wants to keep assuring me of the finality of things, in a "compassionate" way. That if we're going to live together, we can't live with this stress (i.e. my detachment). I told her she's delusional if she thinks I should just be okay with her going out to a BBQ with her new girlfriend, but go, have a great time.

Why did I feel compelled to tell her she's delusional? She's too delusional to acknowledge it!

I'm off to church and the brewery. That's my GAL for the night.


Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19