I post in the Newcomer's Forum. My W walked away 7 months ago and filed for D the very next day. I only mention this because I can't imagine what it's like to go thru what you have. I started reading your sitch some time ago and finally wanted to pass along my support.
As ESN wrote, "I admire you."
Here is a Bible verse I just came across yesterday. I would like to share it with you:
“But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength” (2 Timothy 4:17).
Please hang in there - I am rooting for you and will dedicate a prayer for you right after I post this.
*Hugs*
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15