Thanks Bea...yes, I've always been guilty of looking to others for my value. When I get quiet in myself, I feel my value now though.. More than ever.
Didn't help that we went through a bunch of family photos last weekend and I saw what I used to look like. This year has taken a toll with stress. My skin is in a constant breakout and I've gained weight, plus some grey hair. Plus, I'm so damned tired.
The pastor I met with said these are symptoms of my not doing what God wants for me. The job seems to deplete me more than energize me. I think this meeting at work is coming at a good time.
Why do I always find myself in situation s where I plod on like a good soldier despite the price I pay personally? Did the same thing in my marriage. D12 and I have been miserable, but I keep plodding along, doubting I could find so etching better.
D12 and I are so tired of each other.
I do what I think I SHOULD do.
Met with this artsy entrepreneur woman yesterday. She ain't rich, but I felt totally energized listening to her.
My life is very out of balance right now.
I need to right the ship.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
