Bob, thanks for your prayers. I need them.

She came home late enough last night that I'm pretty sure they slept together for the first time. It's a sickening feeling this morning. W has been working overtime to find a new house for OW, since hers sold so quickly... so it's not really "work." It's part of the plan they are mapping out for their future.

I am also realizing, with an increasing sense of dread, that this OW has financial resources that I do not have and will never have. Financial stability is very important to my W, and I can see her plowing ahead with this relationship fullsteam in spite of everything that is wrong with it, just for that benefit.

With that, I cannot compete, no matter how much I improve myself.

Some very dark days here. Thanks for all the support.


Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19