I feel along the same lines as Pink and don't think I want another R because I would trust anyone the way I would want to Life does change so we will see
I am glad you left the last sentence in there cause you dont want to get stuck in life either. You want to be able to keep moving forward. You should not trust anyone again the way you did. That does not mean you can not have a relationship. The blinders are now off for all of us. Yes this was a wake up call and you need to learn from it, cause knowledge is POWER.
I work on trust issues every day in my business. A customer says "Trust me" and I think "Really?"
So there are all sorts of levels of trust, and risks and rewards, you can CHOOSE to LOVE again, cause I believe that Love is a Choice not a feeling!