Confused 5

[Joe46]

Had such a fun time with my S7. It is so funny to watch him swing the club and hit the ball.It is really nice to get out there and relax from all that is going on in my life now. A huge stress reliever. I think I am handling the stress okay so far.

I am still baffled by all the newcomers constantly coming on here. Each story is different but also similar. Each of us dealing with the same type of issues. Maybe we all did not read "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus" enough times before we all got married. It is sad to see so many marriages and so many kids effected by all this.

I still come on here and read threads, but I don't feel right offering advice. I need to work on myself and my issues before I can help someone else. Also, my marriage did not get saved. I believe that I did, but not my marriage. I came her to DB my marriage and that did not happen. I did help myself in alot of ways. I doubt I would have ever been able to handle these last 5 months without this place. I also doubt I would have been able to stand for myself without this place. I have spent the past year thinking that there was something wrong with me because I am bothered by my W's work. I tried to just deal with it. I would go about a couple weeks and than I could not stand it anymore. I can't tell you how much of a relief it is to not have that in my house anymore. But it does not feel good that WW chose this profession over me and our marriage. But it is what it is.