Hi Pink. You mustn't be so down on yourself Your story is full of love. Have you made mistakes ? Only you can judge , no one else.
You are very emtional right now and the best thing to do is to do nothing. Stop. Think about what you really want in life and go for it. You need to forget what H has said and done recently You seem to be blaming yourself for everything and no way is it all down to you.
As for someone in your life again , I say this with all respect but your talking rubbish ! Any man would be proud to have you for a partner and if they don't agree they don't deserve you Right now maybe it's better for Pink to be on her own but who knows what's around the corner ? I would be over the moon to meet you and I mean that. You are a comfort to loads of people on this board and in the real world.
Whenever I'm down I take stock of what I do have in my life not what I dont. Pink has a huge amount of good things in her life and I really believe that your H will emerge from his fog one day and I hope for his sake Pink is still waiting
