I have been sharing your struggles with dating. A part of me wants to and another part is Meh. I'm just doing my best to live my life. Keeping busy and planning things to look forward too.
You suffered a double betrayl. That's a pretty bitter pill to swallow. Your friend interrupted your marriage. She was not a friend. No wonder you are finding it hard to trust again.
I'm having coffee with my STBX on Sunday. I'll let you know how that goes.m
Keep finding something each day to make you smile Lisa. When the time is right the right guy will come along.
Big Hugs,
Karma
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.