I have an appointment with my IC on Monday and will see if we can address it. I do wish to change my life, but all of it all at once is quite overwhelming for me, especially since I have to trust him to be here for me. I still can't say 100% that he will be.
My family...well..they are what they are. My children know that I want to be wih my husband. Surprisingly, my son completely understands. He and my H never really got along, yet he supports me the most. My son has been dating a girl for the past 2 years that was his first girlfriend when he was 16. The breakup was horrible. Many years later in college they re-kindled their relationship, against everyone's wishes. So I guess he gets it. Lol! My daughter hates my H. They were very close and she feels betrayed by him. I hope one day they can be close again. My mother knows I've been seeing my H again. She doesn't like it, but every time she says something negative I shut her out, so now she rarely talks about him. Would my family support me knowing that I want to move away. I doubt it. Somehow, someway my family has always had a hold over me. They will not like loosing that hold. I actually think that "Codependant no more" will be in my near reading future.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
