Journaling- brought youngest daughter to dr. today. One of her legs curves more than the other so we got x-rays taken. Going to dr. tomorrow to look at x-rays and if anything is wrong I will have to take her to the Children's hospital to get it checked out. She could possibly need braces.
It's hitting me hard today and I'm depressed BC we were supposed to raise these babies together and I can't even talk to him anymore even about the kids and it hurts and [censored]. How somebody can leave their beautiful family for that thing he is with i just can't understand. guess I have to get used to things being this way BC I don't foresee anything changing soon...haven't seen him in almost a month and I'm nervous about seeing him Friday.
He decided to come get them Friday afternoon which is another problem. Right now he only gets them on the weekend when it's most convenient for him..i offered him every other weekend but he said until we have papers saying when he can get them I can't say anything about when he gets them BC they're his kids too. Little foes he know when we ho to court in July I am going yo try to get it to where the kids can't spend the night at that house and he has to get them certain weekends and pick them up at a certain time and bring them back at a certain time. Well I'm hoping the judge does it that way. I have 6 more weeks to deal with all this crap and hopefully things will go good for me in court. Still depressing though.
Me-30 H/STBX-32 Daughters-10,7,18 months M-9 years T-11 years A few BD's since 2011 H left-March 16,2015 H came back-June 6,2015 Kicked husband out BC he was still seeing OW-June 26,2015
guess I have to get used to things being this way BC I don't foresee anything changing soon...haven't seen him in almost a month and I'm nervous about seeing him Friday.
