I so badly want to text back and say, it doesn't have to be this way, you are choosing this way, it's all up to you. I don't want this, for you or the girls, so let's just forget it all and move past it. Ugh, in the past I would have just sent that and then panicked when I wouldn't get a response. I'm learning, it's just taking forever. I'm am way to stubborn.
