Roiste, none right now. It is just myself trying to trick me because I'm weak and I want some way for this to be finally behind me.
I have been lonely so long, enmeshed so long, unhappy so long that any positive signs I see ... I glom onto hoping this is the JumpStart I've been waiting for.
The reality is that wife and I are very far apart in our relationship and I still have a lot of work to do with my codependency with her. I can't just keep going through the motions.
Last night I ended up going to a writing workshop at the library. Very interesting. Side note: It turns out the group was a bunch of romance novelist women. I saw just a little irony there.
Today gonna be busy. Have to go get car tested for air pollution crap, go to wife's college for a reception for pics for her upcoming graduation. Then soccer...then dinner...then guitar and swimming.
