Ka-Boom - This is still where my headspace is after last weeks p/call from h
So many questions and no way of getting the answers unless I ask him - I wrote an email but could not bring myself to send it - maybe the not knowing is better than knowing.
Without asking him what he meant how do I move forward in my head. I was probably just as confusing to him - not giving anything away. Neither of us wanting to be honest and clear; for me it was fear, fear of getting into something that will harm me. Fear of misunderstanding the intention of his call.
At the moment its about being a friend - but why would he think I was the person to talk to about ow and her depressive antics?
His voice drew me in, his thoughts piqued my curiosity, his statements make me wonder where this leading ...and do I want to go there.
