running around like a chicken without a head

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Thanks so much for your support. When I'm here I feel so much calmer. But you are right. Time to work on me. I need to show my self I can be happy with or without him. I need to learn to be ok with out him.
Cadet I have a hard time with boundaries. I'm worried he'll stop paying rent and bills. What if he stops coming around. I'm always worring.