Well I have been very busy with work. I attended a conference and made many new contacts.
I was feeling a hug pull the last few days to my STBX. I called him tonight and he had sD in the car so we chatted a bit. He called me whe they got home and told me he hadn't been feeling very well and his back was out. Explained the pull I was feeling. He asked me if we could talk in person instead we of over the phone. I'm working so until Sunday, he asked me to text Sunday then.
He told me he was aware that he is not emotionally available and I was not alone in complaining. Interesting. I will let you know what comes of this meeting. We are at this point still married,
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
