I'll simply say that, 8.5 months after DB, I've not forgiven anything. I've not forgiven myself for being so deaf to my WW's calls to improve our M. I've not forgiven myself for not learning to be a good H, before it was too late for my M. I've not forgiven WW for talking about S with her friends, but not with me. I've not forgiven WW for falling in love with a fresh face. I've not forgiven her for overlooking the pain it would cause me and the kids.
All I hope now, is that the D process will not bring more things that I will have, one day, to forgive.
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
