I have not been to C in a while. I can't afford it right now. But I have beat the drinking. Really after kids that wasn't an issue. And yes I have read up on the addictive personality very much. I am still working on anger issues, but a lot of that derives from past hurts that I am letting go. The only thing it seems I can't give up is the chewing tobacco. It will probably be the last thing to go. I hope once I find a new place to live and get settled I can start C sessions again. I learned a lot and it has helped.