Journaling - So my H started being moody back on the 18th and has continued to be so. I'm keeping my PMA but my anxiety is increasing as I have that waiting for the other shoe to drop feeling. I know from our years together that he's thinking about something, but won't share it with me.

In the past I would have ignored it and just filled the house with senseless chatter and hoped he would get better. Now, I have asked him every night how he's doing. He hasn't told me anything, but at least I'm making the effort.


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out