I have been over 50 days of no porn addiction or anything associated with it.
WOW! That is great!
Overcoming bad habits is hard enough, and to break several addictions is really tough. Do you find yourself caving to one of the other areas of addiction, whenever this one is tempting you?
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The other night I had my kids, and I was still looking at my phone. Reading stuff on here, or playing games. It's still like I'm just checked out of reality.
Gaming and phone addictions can take over a person's life, that's for sure. It concerns me how the entire planet seems controlled by the cell phone.
You may feel you have checked out of reality, but your life has had a major hit. Anyone would feel the effects, and when you are undertaking such huge areas of personal growth, I would think you could feel as if you are shutting down at times. You have to figure out how to live life in a new and different way.
Don't set yourself up for failure and get overwhelmed with depression. Continue to get help for your anger issues, drinking, etc. If dieters need group therapy, I would think these other issues would need a lot of support.
Is your C giving you solid information or solution based advice, or are your sessions more about what led you to drink, etc.? You are probably well read in addictive personalities, but if not, I wish you would google it and just take a look at the top signs of it.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!