7 weeks in feels like a lifetime.

[Lynn80]

I must be hard headed.

I know I need patience and yet when I saw small steps I wanted more. I fell into old habits of focussing on the EA so it was no shocker that by time we got to therapy he was done and shut down. Crazy to believe one week prior it was a therapy high of amazing agreement and possibility.

Flash forward a week and I dropped the ball. Back on the horse and focused on detachment. Big win was he acknowledged that when we first had problems he felt like a failure and my continued statement of faith it will work if he just tried made him feel like a failure again. He repeats over and over that he doesn't know why he feels this way or how he can get it to change. He is lost in his fear of failure.

Stepping away. GAL and letting go.