Well it's been 3 weeks since he has seen the kids. When he comes get them Saturday I will just smile and not say anything BC I have said everything I could already. I have even told him I think he is having a mid life crisis or depression or possibly side effects from his shoes he gets for his Crohn's disease. He laughed at me. One time he told me it is too late for us and I said how is it too late BC we're not dead yet..he laughed. My plan is to lose weight,keep house and yards clean,spend more time with kids,learn to cook new things,keep going to church,read books when I have a chance,D more things away from the house with the girls,get a makeover pretty much BC I let myself go a long time ago. Whoever God has plans for me to be with he will be sent to me. That's how I see it so everything about my situation is out of my hands except for the legal stuff.


Me-30 H/STBX-32
Daughters-10,7,18 months
M-9 years T-11 years
A few BD's since 2011
H left-March 16,2015
H came back-June 6,2015
Kicked husband out BC he was still seeing OW-June 26,2015