Oh, and D12 and I dug through old photos the other day looking for something. It was really painful for both of us. So many nice memories and laughter and smiles.

I googled the psychopathic stuff mentioned on some other threads last night. Each time I learn more...I see how Matt's addiction and childhood issues stole this person away.

I clearly see the addiction. So many characteristics are only a part of his personality NOW after years of drug abuse. There were some warning signs, though, early...like the heavy reliance on sarcasm and belittling, inability to be authentic/acting the chameleon depending upon who was around...altering his personality to accommodate the person in front of him.

Still think he was just himself with us though. How sad.

I'm thinking he is probably stuck in "acting mode" in his current lifestyle.

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