Rebuilding my Castle...

[LoisB]

Thanks Life, I looked up New Hampshire. Nice.

I find myself drawn to western North Carolina.

Need to journal for moment to record some thoughts.

This transition has been chock full of uncertainty. I keep trying to fight God for the driver's seat. Need to back the eff off and allow HIM to drive. I don't have all the answers and that's ok. But, still have to balance this with action and that's the hard part...plus, finding a way to earn AND be a hand's on mom, prepping her to a life of successfully handling herself...Asheville, North Carolina has a really, really strong homeschool community...as opposed to here.

For the last two weeks in the main office, I've noticed the air conditioning is off. Not a good sign. They are saying it's because the system is broken. I'm not buying it. Also, still no ad rep in my office. It's been since January? since I've had anyone here...seriously. No ad rep in this office AT ALL since January.

I awoke with a lot of clarity today. Got issue number 29 out yesterday.

It's also the last day of my period. I'm noticing my PMS symptoms are worse again...not on medication and the stress has played a part. It's always remarkable the difference in how I feel when it lifts. Wish I could feel like this every day. Somehow, that's going to become a reality.

I think having a climate with a sorta steady sameness year-round might be a good idea for me. Terrible SAD has plagued me.

Have been walking for exercise. See a difference when I take supplements.

I'm reading a book on how to create a business plan as a writer. The first question is...

Where does my enjoyable writing meet actual commercial possibility?

I'm a talented feature writer. I'm able to write about virtually anything.

In terms of genres...I wouldn't mind trying romance and I've always wanted to write historical. My mind is overflowing with ideas for features and historical books/articles/childrens books.

Spiritual/Self Help--something I've wanted to explore.

Just thinking aloud.