You really don't want him back right now. Focus on yourself. I made that mistake approx four years ago. I let me H come back without working on himself and myself. And now, we are separated. And I am still having some trouble working on myself. I have good days and I have bad days. Take this time for yourself and discover what makes you happy.

H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)