You got me! My focus is him....OMG I have to stop! Your observant and insightful. Keep hitting me over the head I will get it I promise.
After today I can see how he is controlling my emotions and I know I have to get off this ride for me and my son.
I promised my son I will go to his next air soft war and play. I wonder how long a 44 year old mom will last.... willing to try things outside my comfort zone. I think I remember this girl. LOL