Can I also add... one month ago tonight, if you had told me I would be dealing with this kind of situation, I would have thought you were out of your mind. I just... can't... believe... this..
I think my first post here mentions that I thought I had been hit on the head with a sledgehammer, out of the blue.
It is part of the script.
Bomb drop.
Diff, yeah...the utter devastation is very raw in the very early stages. When I first posted here, I said it felt like being hit by a Mack truck with my guts spilled out on the pavement.