Fogg taking your kids to see some lighthouses is awesome. I actually thought about driving down to the coast and getting inspired. LOl
Yes I have been doing alot of soul searching about my contributions to this crisis. I know he sees me as controlling. I had to be when we where younger because he was just a wild young man. I took on all the financial responsibilities and I believe that has contributed to this sudden urge to spend alot of money without telling me anything. I'm going to be starting with a therapist next week so hopefully I can work through my own issues.
He is taking a considerable amount this month to start his fun life. I didn't say a word. He made sure I had enough for bills and some left over. I haven't questioned him on the cash and I'm not going to unless he pulls the rug out from under us.
I'm trying my best not to be rocked by his decisions. Taking all that money and his ring off leads me to believe he has something cooking on the side. I just don't have it in me to worry about that right now. I'm exhausted physically and mentally.
