Thank you so much for your reply. You right I shouldn't have answered the email. I just haven't talk to him and I was craving contact. I love the idea of the lighthouse. I have read it several times.
It was all day back and forth and it has drained me.He actually called but did exactly what yall said. He just spewed at me with blame. I listened and told him I'm sorry he sees our life that way. He ended the call by yelling "I told you I'm never divorcing you!" I can't even believe this is my life.
I just wanted to start NC today, I can't fall into traps. He needs a good 30 days not talking to me.
I will be going to a new church this Sunday to help with my GAL. I'm new at this but I will get the hang of it.
