Oh I know MomX4 . . . Im not unhappy all the time. We have a great time doing other things and I am able to occupy myself most of the time doing things that I like. Its just so very hard to cope with this immediately during the first year of marriage. Like I said, I waited (literally) all of my life to enjoy this part of a married relationship and when I find that I am doing most of the work and reaping so little of the reward its very very hard not to take it badly. Its immpossible to put into words, but its a very lonely feeling.
