Can it be another round?

[BrightFuture]

I’ve been having absolutely great time at the vacation home! I have lots of updates. I hope I have the energy to post them later.

But… On the other hand… Went to my mutual friends’ house tonight… And I think I screwed up again… talking about my H… I’ve heard very conflicting messages from my male friend. From “H is keeps digging a hole for himself” and “he is the biggest fool” and “he is not happy”, to “why cannot you let it go”, and “do you realize that he is gone”… And also, some rumors why I keep coming and staying at the condo… That it is strange for some people… and so on…

So, I came back to the condo with the decision that I need to divorce H and end all these nonsense.

I think my head is not in the right place right now. I’m my own enemy. I’m a hopeless fool, not H…