Quote: Yes it is Superdave . . . it really is. Just makes things much harder becuase there really is no way for me to not come out sounding like a selfish prick, you know? And maybe I am.
I highly doubt that you are a selfish prick. If you were you wouldn't be here. You would be out doing somone one else. I will tell you that your resolve will only go so far with this. If you are already feeling this way.
I would ask her to read the book. I don't believe that she fully understands what this is doing to you. You will want to be patient with this but remeber that you need to be happy also and deserve it. So you might also might want to start doing more things for you happiness right now so that you aren't feeling so down.
