I'm hanging in depress, thanks for checking. I know you're feeling down and I'll try to stop by your thread tomorrow to check on you.
Quick rundown: No softball on Friday, D13 & H were in the pool and I was hanging out there with them and then we all went to dinner.
Saturday D13 and I left in the morning for an overnight tournament, H and I shared some texts, including some joking ones. (I have issues due to lack of detachment of what he does with all his time alone..:()
Sunday D13's team lost early, H texted me to see how they did and asked if we were on our way home. Said he was going on the boat and to call when we got home and he would pick us up. Tons of people on the water, SIL & BIL and family and lots of friends. Got out of the water about sunset and went to dinner. I ended up grabbing his phone off the boat, when we were leaving the marina he didn't ask for it so I probably could have kept it all night (I don't have his password to see anything on it) but when I got to the restaurant I brought it in and gave it to him (pat myself on the back :))
Today was a lazy day, thought about going to a Blues festival but just didn't feel like it. Did take D13 to meet her friends for a movie while I did a little shopping.
I do "feel" he was texting somebody inappropriate (inappropriate to me, he thinks because he told me he wants a D it's ok, at least that's what he tells himself, his hiding it kind of shows he doesn't really believe that). Trying not to let it affect me, I can't control him.
Time for bed, work tomorrow...
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
