I don't know what it is, but she is really bothering me these days.
And all she is doing is being nice to me. It's like I resent her for it.
I see her happy and moving forward because she gets to stay at home while going out with her OM. I'm angry. I'm angry that she has broken apart our family and she is benefiting while I suffer.
I hate myself for suffering. I hate myself for letting her get to me.
