Advice Welcome, separating and W moving out soon..

[jedi]

Hi gan, MadMax, thanks for checking in here. I need to keep in mind the above sentiment, and I do know that I'll get through this. Either way it all still [censored].

Even with a busy, fun weekend, I'm still fragile. One minute all is fine, then boom, a wash of emotions come crashing down. Last night it was set off by some song lyrics, as it typically is. Drops of Jupiter by Train: "And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?"

So hard to let go. It's taking all my willpower to not send a text to check in and see how the new place is, because even through all of this I still genuinely care how things are going for her. Ugh.

But, as I've read here over and over again, she knows I want to work this out and knows where to find me. And so I Let it be...

Tonight is new book night, and I'm trying to decide now if I should start in on NMMNG or Mindset.