Slow & Steady

[MadMax]

So my mistake led to a series of texts (another mistake) where the WW opened up about the wall she built over the years surrounding my constant need for reassurance. WW thought that D was inevitable since I could not get past the first time she had an EA.

I replied with how shocked I was that she could just flip the switch on us.(knowing she had encouragement from the OM).

WW sent back that she became cold and guarded before finally deciding to be done with the R. She will try to be respectful of my feelings at all times.

I ended it with: I will be fine. I am truly sorry for any pain I caused you.

Confession: I did not disclose WW has done this once before for fear of judgment. 7 years ago I discovered she had connected with another old flame via facebook. I threated to leave and she ended it. The EA lasted about 3 months and was strictly texts.
I was insecure and become controlling in fear of losing her.

So 7 years of me being insecure and not dealing with the A in a healthy manner drove her away.

Regardless, I love her. I hate that I love her...but I do.