One min she's looking at old photo albums and about to cry then a few min later she's all smiles. WW spent most of the day in her room so I at one point I needed to compare calendars for kids events and ended up laying next to her on the bed.
We held hands for a moment before I snapped to my senses and said I need to go downstairs. As I got up I acted like I was going to kiss her but pulled away and went downstairs. Maybe I shouldn't play games but felt good to turn the tables. Later she made a comment about how I was supposed to be focused on myself and not her. i agreed and left it at that.
I don't want to play games but feel like if she doesn't know I care she may not see a reason to work things out.
Me42 W40 S12 D8 M:15yrs BD 3/27/15 D filed 4/27/15
