Mine is pretty angry about the LRT. She is saying things like, "Why aren't you talking to me now?" and "I just want you to act normal," and "If we're going to live together, it can't be like this." She doesn't like my unexpected absences and detachment. She wants me to just be warm and happy and smiling and affectionate. I do need to work on being more upbeat - was sorely depressed this morning. It's so easy to get dragged into their conversations - and overtures. She hugged me this morning while I was still lying on the bed, saying how bad she feels, how guilty, how much she wants me in her life, just not as a partner. I didn't take the bait, though... she asked why I wasn't saying anything, and I replied simply that I had nothing to say. I guess this is a sort of feeling out, too.
I think I need a new focus/passion/purpose in my life, something that is not working on our (her?) real estate business. That's my goal for this week, to find it and nail it down. Will keep my mind off of her "dating," which commences, so I'm told, on Tuesday.
Me: 46 Her: 41 M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18 3/26 W and I meet OW BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring W goes to stay with OW 6/26 NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16 I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19
