Had a brief lapse in my LRT today. The WW asked me what was going on with me and I told her while I could not control her choices I could control how I chose to react to what was happening.

I went on to say I didn't get a vote nor did our children and while in the past I tried to fix our M my focus was now on fixing me. The WW didn't say much, just stood there looking at me.

WW asked if I wanted to fix the house up before selling or hurry and get it on the market "as is". I told her I had not thought about it and that my thoughts were focused on working on me, not the house.

I felt myself starting to ramble about the rollercoaster and shut the conversation down. I tried switching the topic by asking if she had a good time at her friends house last night then realized that was pursuing and just said ok - enough talking.

I think she is feeling me out - just not sure why?

Me42 W40 S12 D8
M:15yrs
BD 3/27/15
D filed 4/27/15