Hi Complex, sorry to hear that, but glad you feel somewhat at peace. I hear you on the bitterness thing. But at least that is something we can control & work on. The Dear Peggy website has some useful content on this - for those of us who end up healing alone...not saying you will be - who knows for any of us???
Take care (((Complex)))
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus