Originally Posted By: jedi79
I've already lost her, and yet my biggest fear is if I let go I'll lose her. I'm not sure yet how I feel about this.

This is a lie. I know exactly how I feel about this, but I don't like it one bit. I'm starting to accept I cannot control anything but myself. I have to detach and let go in order to move myself forward.

Fighting the urge today to check in with W and see how the new place is, but doing that isn't going to get me anywhere. I guess she will reach out to me if she wants to share.

GAL is thankfully no issue this weekend. Weather is beautiful, and plenty planned to be outside enjoying it.


Me:36 W:30
M:2.75 T:7
BD: 4/2015
ILYBNILWY: 5/2015
W Moved Out: 5/2015
W filed for D: 7/2015