Thanks Toots. I am trying. Everyday is a new day and I am getting stronger but I have such a crushing loneliness and fears of the unknown. I am trying to be strong for the kids. I can stay busy and I'm ok but sometimes I just get hit with panic and thoughts that I can't turn off.

Looking for a thread or others to talk with who have successfully navigated these next steps or are going through it now to give each other support.


Me:54 H:54
M: 22 years
Kids: 3 D:20 S:16 S:16
BD: 3/21/15 PA/EA begun 11/14
PA/EA 2008 (9 months)