Advice Welcome, separating and W moving out soon..

[jedi]

Hey Zues,

Thanks for checking in. Emotionally, I think overall OK. I was apprehensive all day once I left my house knowing W was coming to clear out, but once it was over that was kinda that. I had a fairly long moment of sadness, let it wash through me while in the car, and then moved on and continued to GAL as previously planned.

Being home now is surreal, and yet somehow also OK. It's weird, feels more empty than I expected, and yet all the same feels exactly like what it should feel like given the circumstances.

I guess more importantly than today's event is that I'm thinking all day about why I can't seem let go. I've already lost her, and yet my biggest fear is if I let go I'll lose her. I'm not sure yet how I feel about this.

So...as previously discussed, today was a turning point for me. How exactly is yet to be determined, but I definitely feel different than I did yesterday.