I had to text today about the kids, worst part about everything. But I just kept it short and about kids drop off and pick up stuff. It's funny how the guidelines and process of this makes a person feel. You want to comfort, run to them, tell them all the right words. But I get it, no matter what is said you can't change them. You can't just forget the past, look toward a future, or be together. All I know is that I don't want to give up, and I'm trying to do stuff for me to a better man. It's hard to not want to do it for her, and only for myself, but time is on my side no matter what. It is up to me, and what I truly want.
