yeah - the behaviour unto BD - i didn't really "collect" all the behaviour. But it all adds up now.
I really dont know what her intention was telling me that. I know she was hesitant in having another child, but she really did want a sibling for the first. I blissfully believe that the was just trying to hurt me as much as she could.
BD was not 100% over. She left it in a way that she wasn't the one closing the door but hurt me as much as she could hoping I would just say "**** off - thats it - 100% over". but i didn't. i was like Rocky just kept taking it on the chin.
Good practice for now it was. I reckon will serve me well for the rest of my life. I'm superhero impervious to pain now
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015