Talked to the lawyer. Not feeling any better about this situation. I don't care about ever seeing him again, but having to walk away from my kids 50% of the time is unacceptable to me. My lawyer seemed to agree with his lawyer's recommendation. No fault divorce is all about the selfish parent I guess. This is just the beginning, hopefully more positive options will arise. For now all I can do is go dark and try to get a clear enough head to find viable alternatives to what seems to be the only outcome of this mess he put us through.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17