As (bad) luck would have it, I ran into WW and OM for the first time today. It was my first time even seeing him since she announced him as her BF, in November. I was biking to my dance class (looking good, I think) and they were biking the opposite way. She flashed a big smile and waved at me and I made a surprise face (genuine) and a smile (less so). OM was just behind her and his face is what's imprinted in my mind from the encounter. It was the first time, again, that I saw them as a couple. It hit may maybe an hour later during my class, and I got lost in my thoughts and pain. I think I've had enough for the week.
cadet | Yes, very much, indeed.
raliced | Thanks for putting this into perspective. I cried long before D7 showed up, so it probably looked like I was sad about something else. At the same time, I've no idea what she actually thought of it and I can't spend too much time on it. What worries me is to cry at the mediation sessions. Part of me thinks it's impossible because I'm under control in public, but last night makes me doubt. I have to visualize the whole thing going well.
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"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
