Thanks for your reply. I'm ok with 2x4s. You are right. I was fulfilling my needs. The last 6 months of our relationship were not good. There was so much distance and conflict, and very little intimacy. It has been even worse since January when she filed divorce and we separated. When she came on to me, I saw it as an opportunity to fulfill my needs. Not for one minute do I believe she has had an epiphany and is ready to reconcile. That may or may not happen.
I want my marriage to survive and thrive. I am not going to continue this dynamic. She may think that she has me wrapped around her little finger, but that is not the case. I am going back to dark and LRT. She knows where to find me. And she won't find me waiting for bread crumbs. I got what I needed to continue my journey forward. I know now that I am still desirable and will be a great catch for somebody. Hopefully her, but that depends on her.
Oh, and protection. Just sayin.
Me M51 WW F46 T 17 yrs M 16 yrs 9 children D29 D27 D26 S24 S24 S19 S19 niece18 S17 8 grandchildren ILYBINILWY: 12/15/14 I discover PA 12/31/14 She files D: 1/9/15 She moves out 3/2/15 D papers served 3/18/15
