Journaling:
If anything, today proves just how much work I need to do to detach from STBX and to have no expectations.

I hadn't heard from STBX all day and I had a hunch something with OM was planned. I went all day without checking the phone records but I gave in a few minutes ago. I discovered that OM called STBX three times from his cell all within a 15 minute interval. I know that by itself, it doesn't mean anything. But with all the circumstantial indicators, it has me pretty bummed out.

I tell myself that whatever happens today with OM has happened before. I just need to refocus and utilize the time with my kids tonight to clear my head. Tomorrow, I need to act as if nothing happened today and be the best version of me I can. I know I will look my best because I picked up some new threads this morning.

Me:35 W:30
D:4 S:1
Bomb: 01/08/15, discovered EA & PA
In House Separation: 01/14/15
W moves out: 04/05/15
I tell OM's W about A: 04/15/15
W serves D papers: 06/19/15
Mediation: 09/16/15
D final: 12/01/15