I didn't want to see WW. As I've explained before, the mere sight of her reignites everything in me, brings me back to BD emotionally. I find her beautiful, attractive, fun, bright, etc. I jut can't combine that in my head with what she's been doing over the last eight months. So I love her, as if nothing happened, except more because she's unattainable.
Simple pursuit and distance. She distances and your desire for her increases.
