Hi OD Do you see an I/C ? I get your anger mate but it's not healthy for you You're right W has hurt you badly , she's broken your trust , you've lost your best friend and she's rejected to. Sshe done all that a while ago now and your doing it to yourself everyday.
OD ,you need to help yourself mare. If you carry on like you are it will turn you bitter and that's a dark road. Again mate , I feel your pain but you have to accept what is.
tomorrow is a new day and it could be a new start in your life. The choice is yours. OD is able to get through this and be happy again. For me , professional help was the only way and I have a huge support network around me and I live with my kids in the family home with EXW still denying OM and seemingly in a deep depression. You have it much harder so you really need guidance through this
With regards to W saying happy birthday , she is being a good neighbour and that's what she is in her mind
